Tuesday, September 29, 2009

The mail must go on!

I am reading Mark Twain's Roughing It. Like most of his books, it is hilarious!
Mark Twain and friends have recently changed from a stagecoach to a "mud wagon" in their journey from St. Louis to Nevada. They are traveling with the mail and have to cross the South Platte River, which apparently is rather quicksandy even when there is a lot of water in the river. (I wouldn't know; I've never seen it in person.) Anyway, Twain and friends ended up getting stuck on the way across:

"But the mails had to go, and we made the attempt. Once or twice in midstream the wheels sunk into the unyielding sands so threateningly that we half believed we had dreaded and avoided the sea all our lives to be shipwrecked in a mud wagon in the middle of a desert at last."

Haha! Happy Tuesday!

Saturday, September 26, 2009

More collages...


The second one didn't come out quite the way I wanted it to, but I still like it.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Overwhelmed and underpaid

UPDATE: Since writing this...yesterday (27ish hours ago), I have gotten a job as a private tutor 2 days a week, worked about 2 hours at a tutoring center where I will be for another 2 days of the week, and worked 2 hours babysitting 2 little kids, with the proposal of subbing for 2 days in the first week of October. God is good! And maybe He wants me to love the number 2, since that is how many days I had worked up till now, with 1 sub job and 1 day of babysitting (2 hours, with 2 kids)...this is getting weird. ;)

Y
es, that is me. If I could get paid to worry, I would be a billionaire without even trying! However, God says not to worry. So that is out.
The thing is, in my seven weeks now that I have been down here in SoCal, I have worked ten hours. Yes, TEN (10) hours. That's all. Ten hours + selling books on amazon. That does not add up to much. At all. Very small amount.
Unfortunately my car doesn't understand that I haven't worked that much. It still wants gas.
Sadly my stomach and the stomachs of my roommates can't go without food for seven weeks (I think that exceeds the Forty Days in the Wilderness limit).
And really, can't my car insurance understand that I am not working right now? Sure, I'm basically hired by three different businesses, but that doesn't matter that much if you don't actually work.
What to do?
Basically to pray. To be happy for those friends (and roommates) who get the jobs, while I sit at home for another day, wondering when MY phone is going to ring. To find things to do that are profitable, even if those activities aren't profitable in the monetary sense of the word.
It is hard. I don't like it. Anyone who knows me knows that I don't like waiting. I don't like it at all.
So if you think of me, pray that I get called soon for a job, whether it is tutoring or subbing or babysitting or something else. Pray that I will pray about this and give it to God, Who loves me and wants what is best for me.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Conglomeration

Hello, readership, it's Saturday night!
Here's what I've been doing recently:
-Hanging out with my mom. (She came down for a few days.)
-Reading Nehemiah. (Awesome guy in the Bible.)
-Selling my 12th book on amazon.
-Visiting Santa Barbara.
-Eating avocados.
-Hosting guests. (My mom plus two other girls.)
-Taking pictures.
-Hanging with Amos.

Santa Barbara, the second time

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Pain

There is so much pain in this world.
So many persons of infinite worth walking around, messed up,
broken in spirit,
broken in body,
broken in mind.

What can I do? What can I do to help?
How can I break out of
my own uncertainty,
my own shyness,
my own schedule
to help?

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Pink

I just read this quote on Todd's blog. Wow. How true.

"I seriously doubt if God has called or requires us, merely to 'study' His Word. What we need to do, is FEED thereon. How much nourishment would your body derive from a study of the chemical properties of food - or from seeking to ascertain the various sorts of soil in which they are grown - or the meaning of their Latin names? None whatever! And I am persuaded that much of the modern 'study of the Bible' is equally profitless spiritually!"
-A.W. Pink

I hope that this will not be a demotivator to read and study God's Word, but a motivator to study God's Word correctly and with the proper purpose.

This is my comfort in my affliction,
For Your Word has given me life.
-Ps. 119:50

I will never forget Your precepts,
For by them You have given me life.
-Ps. 119:93

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Moses

When you get to the Promised Land, don't forget.

Don't forget the hard things you've gone through in the Wilderness and the lessons learned.
Don't forget to be thankful.
Don't forget that you were humbled.
Don't forget to give the credit to God.
Don't forget to obey all the way.
Don't forget to continue to trust.
Don't forget to thank God that He cares for you, "to do you good in the end."

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

Hurry up and...............................

So I've been in SoCal for about five weeks.
Here are some things that I've done so far:

Waited for a call for subbing.
Hung out with Amos.
Waited for a call for subbing.
Made cookies.
Waited for a call for subbing.
Hung out with Amos.
Waited for a call for subbing.
Read a book (I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings by Maya Angelou).
Waited for a call for subbing.
Hung out with Amos.
Waited for a call for subbing.
Sold books on amazon.
Waited for a call for subbing.
Hung out with Amos.
Waited for a call for subbing.
Applied for other jobs.
Waited for a call for subbing.
Hung out with Amos.
Waited for a call for subbing.
Waited for a call for subbing.
Waited for a call for subbing.
Waited for a call for subbing.
Waited for a call for subbing.
Waited for a call for subbing.
Waited for a call for subbing.
Waited for a call for subbing.
Waited for a call for subbing.
Waited for a call for subbing.
Waited for a call for subbing.
Waited for a call for subbing.

Does anyone else get tired of waiting?
I know God has it under control, but I don't know what else to do. Some days I wonder if I should have stayed home for an extra month, because all I've done is sit around, wait, spend time with Amos (the best part), spend money (the worst part), and wait.
Oh Lord, please provide something soon.
Until then, I'll just wait.
'Cuz sometimes that all that you can do.

Saturday, September 05, 2009

Dream = Dashed

If you have read my blog for a while, you know that I really, really, really like the writings of Richard Halliburton. He is mentioned in seven other of my posts. If you have not read my blog before or for a while, Richard Halliburton was a traveler/adventurer who lived from 1900-1939. His first big adventure was to run away to Europe when he was in the middle of college, at age nineteen, working his away across the Atlantic Ocean on a boat. His last adventure was the attempt to sail across the Pacific Ocean from China to San Francisco in an attempt to bring a Chinese junk to the Golden Gate International Exposition in San Francisco. Authorities are still not sure if he drowned in a storm at sea or if the Japanese fighter planes bombed their boat (I think it was the former, though the latter sounds more exciting).
Another of Richard's adventures was visiting Central and South Americas; his escapades are recorded in his book New Worlds to Conquer. While in Mexico, he went to the Mayan ruins at Chichen Itza and stayed overnight, just because he wanted to do so. He regaled the reader with ancient tales of Mayan sacrifices to some rain god who supposedly lived beyond the bottom of a huge sacred well called a cenote. Each year a girl was sacrificed to this god by being thrown into the cenote. An armored warrior went along to make sure she made it safely to the next world (or to drown her if she was a good swimmer, it seems). (Please note that I am only retelling the story and that I do not believe in the mythology behind it.)
The surface of the cenote at Chichen Itza was seventy feet below the surrounding cliff. This was no "let's go cliff jumping at the river." If you fell or jumped in, this was pain. Like, ow. ;)
Well, Richard Halliburton, the caught-up-in-the-romantic-moment-and-can't-resist-for-the-life-of-him type of person, jumped off this platform in the middle of the night! Seventy feet! Thankfully for him, he did not do a belly flop. He then jumped a second time a few days later to be captured on video and to retrieve his moccasin boots. That time he practically did a face plant. From seventy feet up. Pain...lots of pain... [that's for Kat, Lester, and Danielle ;) ]

Anyway. My wonderful dreams, vivid imagination, and sense of adventure all received a rude awakening this afternoon. I was perusing the pictures of a friend of a friend on Facebook, which can be a dangerous activity. I saw that one of his friends visited the cenote at Chichen Itza on her honeymoon. The picture was beautiful; long vines were hanging over the cliff edge, trailing into the crystal-blue water and...what is this?
WHAT IS THIS?!?!
They put STEPS in the cenote at Chichen Itza! STEPS!!!! In the cenote! So that tourists, many of whom are NOT even adventurers, could get down to the surface of the well and jump off fifteen-foot ledges into the water!
Now don't get me wrong, I myself would never jump into the well at Chichen Itza; I can't swim well, and I don't like heights. But it was rather sad to see that one of the locations of my favorite adventurer's exploits had been exploited itself for tourists.
*sigh*
What can you do.

Moral of the Story:
Beware of Facebook. It can ruin your day. ;)